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So I went home for Thanksgiving and can I just ask when did I get this old?

I went to a house party with all of my old friends from high school some who I havent seen for like a year and a half....

....it secretly upset me

while I was at that house I felt like I was 17 again playing flip cup with all of the people I grew up with

instead its 2.5 years after graduation and everyone has changed in their own ways

someone has a baby, several have coke problems, some are more self centered, some are exactly the same.

I wonder if they think I've changed(i think ive grown up alot)

and if they think I have i wonder if they think im better or worse.

whats sad is if i had a time machine I would still go back to 8th grade(best year ever)

I would redo high school and def do homework and try in school instead of worrying about what boy I wanted to like.

Then maybe I would have gone to a college I really liked and wouldn't be in this rut

I am happy that I got out of Westlake but sometimes I miss it...it's just so comfortable to me even though its not the same anymore.

Creepers

Why is it that the only guys who like me are weirdos and not my type?

Now I'm not saying I'm not weird but I'm a fun weird where I don't care what people think of me and I say funny weird things, you know the fun weirdo, that's me.

But the dudes who like me are seriously strange, and for some reason I can't tell them they are freaks. Instead I have to pretend I have a boyfriend, and even then they don't stop trying to get in my pants.

For example: there's this one guy who just doesn't understand the term 'boyfriend' (even if the one I tell him I have is fake) I told him I had a boyfriend because he kept trying to cuddle at night.

NUMBER ONE: Guys, seriously, do you really think that respectable, nice, non-skank really wants to cuddle with someone she met once and hasn't really had a conversation with?

Get real

So back to this dude, he just doesnt seem to understand i have a 'boyfriend' whats the point of even having a fake boyfriend if the creeper doesnt back off!?

He just keeps telling me to break up with my 'boyfriend' so he can treat me better

And how creepy is it he always wants me to get on my web cam...gross....

Whitney's rule No.15-Ichats are only meant for bestfriends,crushes,boyfriends,and family

I really wanna hear some feed back on the topic of creepers

Getting To Know Me

Who did you kiss at midni​ght on New Years​?​​​​​​

Alot of my best friends

What does the perso​n who you talk to most mean to you?

My mom def, she means the world to me

Have you ever dated​ someo​ne longe​r than a year?​​​​

Not a full year like off and on

Do you think​ you'​​​​​​ll be in a relat​ionsh​ip 2 month​s from now?

Boy do I hope so

Have you ever seen your best frien​d cry?

Of course

Did you get any compl​iment​s today​?​​​​​​

On my advertising project

What would​ you say if someo​ne told you they were in love with your broth​er?

All girls love Gregory, I would tell them they're an idiot

What time did you wake up this morni​ng?​​​​​​

10

Does it matte​r to you if your bf smoke​s?​​​​​​

hmm, not really

Last perso​n you hugge​d?​​​​​​

Nicole

Have you ever drank​ with your numbe​r one enemy​?​​​​​​

I don't have a number one enemy

What were you doing​ at 9:00 pm last night​?​​​​​​

Dwnloading some stellar tunage

Ever been swimm​ing in a lake or river​?​​​​​​

Duh

How many diffe​rent house​s have you lived​ in throu​ghout​ your life?​​​​​​

9

What is your name if you spell​ it witho​ut the lette​rs "N", "O", and "L"?

Whitey

If someo​ne doesn​'​​​​​​t like you, it's usual​ly becau​se?.​

I'm loud, jealous?

Ever kiss a dark haire​d perso​n?​​​​​​

Heck yeah

Do you belie​ve every​one deser​ves a secon​d chanc​e?​​​​​​

Not everyone, sometimes you mess up too bad

Did you cry today​?​​​​​​

Nope, but I'm definately a crier

Last perso​n who text messa​ged you?

Hannah

Who was the last perso​n you took a pictu​re with?​​​​​

MJ

​Do you have a best frien​d?​​​​​​

I have many- Daniel,Mallory,Triggs,Morgan,Jayme,Linds,ect...

Do you think​ you can last in a relat​ionsh​ip for 7 month​s or more?​​​​​​

Oh for sure

What made you happy​ today​?​​​​​​

Class being over, my long nap, music

When was the last time you were told you were beaut​iful?​​​​​​

Hmmmmm this weekend probably

Do you find it in your heart​ to forgi​ve?​​​​​

Most of the time

Did you ever waste​ too much time on a certa​in boy?​

Story of my life

When was the last time somet​hing bothe​red you?

Today,my roomate Jamie being a dumb bitch

Who in your life has hurt you the most?​​​​​​

My Dad

How many times​ a day do you brush​ your teeth​?​​​​​​

2-3

What would​ you do with a $10 bill you found​ on the groun​d?​​​​​​

Put it in the wallet for later

What'​​​​​​s 1 of your favor​ite movie​s?​​​​​​

Breakfast at Tiffany's

What'​​​​​​s a nickn​ame you go by?

Whit,Whitty,Titty,the list goes on

Where​ do you see yours​elf in 5 years​?​​​​​​

Living in NYC with a hot dude and a dog being fantastic

Would​ you ever date someo​ne cover​ed in tats?​​​​​​

Yeah

What is your favor​ite color​?​​​​​​

Kelly green

What'​​​​​​s your favor​ite ice cream​?​​​​​​

Anything without nuts

Who was the last perso​n to dissa​p​point​ you?

hmmm Greg

Do you prefe​r to call or text someo​ne?​​​​​​

Text

Do you save your money​ or spend​ it when you get your hands​ on it?

Save it, I put everything on credit cards

Do you have anyth​ing that belon​gs to your ex-boyfr​iend?​​​

Sweatshirts, tees

How many peopl​e have you kisse​d in the past 6 month​s?​​​​

hmmmm 4, thats dissapointing

What is your Middl​e Name?​​​​

Rebekah

Would​ you rathe​r spend​ a whole​ day with your mom or your dad?

Mama

Is it easy for other​s to make you feel awkwa​rd?​​​​

Heck no

Is your life simpl​e or compl​icate​d?

Simple, but it feels alot more complicated then it is

How many times​ have you kisse​d the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​​​

5ish

Have you ever kisse​d someo​ne whose​ name start​s with an L?

Nope, weird

Do you think​ you would​ make a good paren​t?​​​​

Def

Are you talle​r than 5'​​​​4"​​​​?​​​​

Yeah

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne who treat​ed you like crap?

Story of my life​

First Post?

Why Hello!

I know nothing about blogging so I'm just gonna talk because that's what I'm good at.

Lets see here I'll give some back ground

My favorite color is green
I love all kinds of music

I love traveling

I overthink things

ok so lets get into this blog shall we?

The unlikely virgin....hmmm well I'm 20 (almost 21) and yes I am still a virgin

am i saving it for marriage? no

am i a prude? no

are you a lesbian? no
are you a complete weirdo? no

well why are you still a virgin....that's simple...guys suck.

well I was going to lose my virginity when i was 15 and i was smart about the whole thing I went to the gyno and pretended my period was weird so I could get on the pill, but as most of you know the pill takes a month to work. and during that month my mother sent me to arkansas because 'i was going down the wrong path' when i left i told the boyfriend we could break up right then and i would understand but he pulled the ol' "I love you and I don't care how long you're gone I'll wait for you blah blah blah."

guys suck

zack cheated on me (made out with someone else, but at 15 thats a big deal) while i was gone for a month and I broke up with him

we got back together eventually but i refused to sleep with him.

fast foreward and now I'm 20 with no boyfriend and feeling a little weird about it.

everyone is always like "oh wow i wish i still was a virgin".

no they dont they wish they weren't a slut, theres a difference.

I'm not going to lose it to someone totally random though...I want to definately love them and be dating.

so that explains the origin of the name of this blog

THE END